标题: 我们的爱 [打印本页] 作者: spark 时间: 1.2.2007 15:15
《我們的愛》<br /> -----F.I.R<br /><br /><br />腦袋混混沌沌的，晚上沒有出去， 老老實實的呆在家裏。到21點的時候，懷念起燈紅酒綠的景象，最後忍住了，不信了！偏要安靜一天晚上！<br /><br />從哪一天開始戒煙，不記得了。MSN上“戒煙-day one”的名字換成“戒煙-day one again”, 從此再也沒有改變過，如此也就罷了，酒吧酒架上的芝華士曾經在上兩個月裏被我消滅了不下10瓶。啤酒、瑞奧更是不計其數。錢送給別人了，自己買醉。什麽尊嚴啊，矜持啊，該溜的都溜了，剩下的是天旋地轉，對人生的痛恨，覺著別人都是快樂的，爲什麽只有我不快樂。<br /><br />f.i.r樂隊的《我們的愛》挑動我渾身最薄弱的那根筋，接著酒勁，眼淚順著眼角流出來，心裏明明知道好笑，還努力想著傷心的事情，越想越傷心，於是默默的流淚隨著酒精的攝入變成了洶湧的浪濤。傷感的旋律又多了一節淒涼的和聲。。。拽過旁邊的服務生，就像抓住了救命稻草，依在他的懷裏放聲的痛哭，心中所有積攢的委屈，破滅的期望和生活中粗糙的點滴都隨著眼淚呼吸了空氣。。。<br /><br />不敢重溫胃裏翻江倒海的那種感覺，更不敢去溫習曾經自認為甜蜜的愛情。<br /><br />不醉的時候對愛情總是解釋不清楚的，認爲只要女人用心，男人就會領會，於是全心全意的聽話的做個他背後的好女人，問心無愧的扮演著“不過問太多，隨叫隨到”的角色。夜晚，偶爾通過衛星傳遞過來的短信會讓我睡得像小豬，連轉個身的欲望都沒有，一睡到天亮，睜開眼睛，精神抖作者: T_T 时间: 1.2.2007 15:20
SF作者: 一把火 时间: 1.2.2007 15:22
BD作者: papas 时间: 1.2.2007 15:23
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我要让那个男人破产，卖房卖车卖自己。。。我， 叫你谈生意，叫你谈生意。。。。谈阿，我看你还怎么谈！作者: papas 时间: 1.2.2007 15:35
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<!--QuoteBegin-papas+01.02.2007, 17:35 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(papas @ 01.02.2007, 17:35 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->谈生意这个理由不光是男人有。。。女人也有。。。<br /><br />那么多的客户，谈不完的合同。。。<br /><br />谈生意。。。半夜12点谈什么生意。。。<br /><br />在洗浴中心谈吧。。。<br />[right][snapback]1243538[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br />哎，无限怀念国内的日子啊。。。哈，你也好有生活啊，（紧紧地握手，热烈的拥抱。。）作者: papas 时间: 1.2.2007 15:58
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<!--QuoteBegin-papas+01.02.2007, 17:58 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(papas @ 01.02.2007, 17:58 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->与君共勉啊。。。<br /><br />其实我不是你想象的那种人。。。我和我朋友去，我一般就做做足底。。。你也一样吧。。咱们都不是那种随便的人。。。对吧。。。<br />[right][snapback]1243548[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br />哈。。是啊。。。是啊。。。<br /><br />啊，SPARK姐心情是不是不好，你快去安慰她阿。作者: papas 时间: 1.2.2007 17:25
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<!--QuoteBegin-papas+01.02.2007, 19:25 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(papas @ 01.02.2007, 19:25 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->我是救火队员啊？？<br /><br />其实我没感觉到她伤心。。。不过这也挺正常的。。。她伤心从来都不让人知道。。。<br />[right][snapback]1243612[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br />A哥真了PAR姐啊。。。可以想象得出你们当年花钱月下，遛狗河旁的时候是多么温馨，你们不能在一起，一定是因为彼此太了解了吧。。作者: papas 时间: 1.2.2007 22:25
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你们两个不要再杞人忧天了好不好 虽然我很感动 可是。。小说，小说听说过吗？就是可以纯属虚构的那种~~乖~ 去睡觉吧哈！作者: 琴心剑胆 时间: 2.2.2007 01:32
spark的东西是要顶的作者: spark 时间: 2.2.2007 01:37
那是阿 想当年我们不是还轰轰烈烈的有过生死离别的爱情吗作者: T_T 时间: 2.2.2007 01:39
<!--QuoteBegin-琴心剑胆+02.02.2007, 01:32 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(琴心剑胆 @ 02.02.2007, 01:32 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->spark的东西是要顶的<br />[right][snapback]1244612[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br /><br /><!--QuoteBegin-spark+02.02.2007, 01:37 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(spark @ 02.02.2007, 01:37 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->那是阿 想当年我们不是还轰轰烈烈的有过生死离别的爱情吗<br />[right][snapback]1244619[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br /><br />啊．．．．．．．．． <!--emo&:wub:--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/wub.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='wub.gif' /><!--endemo-->作者: spark 时间: 2.2.2007 01:41
当你是Leon，我是Mathilda的时候~~作者: 一把火 时间: 2.2.2007 02:55
原来，不求天长地久，只要曾经拥有。。。。作者: papas 时间: 2.2.2007 11:42
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真没文化 那不是《这个杀手不太冷》里的男女主角吗？？？？作者: papas 时间: 2.2.2007 15:36
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F.I.R在这里啥意思啊？作者: maybird530 时间: 14.4.2007 23:29
<!--QuoteBegin-AltenWerther+14.04.2007, 23:07 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(AltenWerther @ 14.04.2007, 23:07 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->F.I.R在这里啥意思啊？<br />[right][snapback]1301871[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br />一乐队。。。作者: AltenWerther 时间: 15.4.2007 09:04
<!--QuoteBegin-maybird530+15.04.2007, 00:29 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(maybird530 @ 15.04.2007, 00:29 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->一乐队。。。<br />[right][snapback]1302035[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br />文中是小写的。。没看出来。。。 <!--emo&:$--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/embaressed_smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='embaressed_smile.gif' /><!--endemo--> <!--emo&:$--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/embaressed_smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='embaressed_smile.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br />作者: maybird530 时间: 15.4.2007 19:57
<!--QuoteBegin-AltenWerther+15.04.2007, 10:04 --><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(AltenWerther @ 15.04.2007, 10:04 )</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->文中是小写的。。没看出来。。。 <!--emo&:$--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/embaressed_smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='embaressed_smile.gif' /><!--endemo--> <!--emo&:$--><img src='style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/embaressed_smile.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='embaressed_smile.gif' /><!--endemo--><br />[right][snapback]1302383[/snapback][/right]<br /><!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br />。。。<br />作者: 慕尼黑不眠夜 时间: 23.7.2007 07:20
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为什么总是错爱呢?作者: victoria1984 时间: 23.7.2007 11:08
眼泪流了, 心痛了,才真的可能会把那段感情忘掉呢.
A哥真了PAR姐啊。。。可以想象得出你们当年花钱月下，遛狗河旁的时候是多么温馨，你们不能在一起，一定是因为彼此太了解了吧。。
今天心情很不好,看了这篇小记更是气不打一处来...