Now and Then Here and There

Howard

Now and then I come back here, but only for a few days

Like a little break from the fierce competition, run away from all the responsibilities

A few steps away from the reality, a few days back to the past

The people I use to know are all gone… It is kind of relief…

Just say what you wanna say nobody cares

No moral codec, No string attached, No bar hold

To tell the truth – I’m not sure what I am looking for…

Maybe just want to prove to myself that I’m still the man I use to be

Wild Crazy Spontaneous, just like James Dean who breaks all the rules

Booz Weeds Sex, back then the life was so stupidly simple

Although I know it deep in my heart, certain things are already gone as the time pass by

What I’m doing now is only trying desperately to hold a piece of the wild old days a piece of me

Poker Face, Cold Heart, Manipulation, Ambition, Walking over the dead bodies, It was my choice

Resolve… I put on my persona and follow it through

Piece for Piece, the persona merges with the person

Sometimes you feel so confused but at the same time you have no time to think it through

I’ve always been a single minded idiot… Nothing could ever bring me off the course…

Oklahoma, I was there on my way back from Kewaunee

Just like a tornado, arriving at the destination but destroying almost everything along the way

Finally I’m there where I’ve always wanted since I was a boy but no one is there …

No Joy, No Anger, No Regret and No Sadness

How would I feel in a year when I looked back on this one?

Insanity – doing the same thing over and over again and hoping to get a different result